diff --git a/deezer_motivation.md b/deezer_motivation.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..74980e0 --- /dev/null +++ b/deezer_motivation.md @@ -0,0 +1,15 @@ +Hi! +So I've sent one application already yesterday, but I think that my message to Hiring Manager was pretty lame. +I'm often confused about what to write because usually I'm being asked to do that for companies that develop something that I don't really care about and hence I don't know what to say. +But Deezer is very different from those, so I've decided to apply one more time, just to share my thoughts in a better way. + +So again, why do I want to join Deezer? + +- It's a music streaming platform that is works perfectly. (At least it did, currently I'm not a user, but the aftertaste is still perfect). And taking under the consideration the amount of users, I think that it require a pretty good infrastructure setup. And it always sounds interesting because I think that there might a be a lot of frankly challenging tasks that I would be happy to be working on. +- Also, after working in a very professional environment for some time, I appreciate a good team. But I've only started to understand what a good team is after working in very unprofessional one. And I believe that in such company as Deezer it wouldn't be possible to have unprofessional team, because then I'm not sure how the project would be able to survive such workloads. +- It's a music streaming platform and as a musician myself I want to work on something that is important to me as well as interesting. And I want to be inspired by my job and I want to feel that I'm doing something important everyday. +- This job is on-site in France, that sounds awesome, and after living in Germany for some time, I've got some thoughts about moving to France. +- Despite using Spotify, I believe that Deezer is better. + +I've been very lucky with teams before. And I used to think that it's always about the same level of expertise when it comes to Devops/SRE/Infrastructure, but turned out, no. And now I'm willing to get back to that trail. I'm used to having mature conversations and planning, and making informed decisions. I'm used to non-toxic environment where anybody has an ability to speak and to be heard. And again, I can't believe that it's possible to build such platform without having conditions like that. + diff --git a/lyrics/XXC/Not_Alike.md b/lyrics/XXC/Not_Alike.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..245feea --- /dev/null +++ b/lyrics/XXC/Not_Alike.md @@ -0,0 +1,54 @@ +# Not Alike + +Not alike. You tell the see from the river +Not alive, but not yet passed away either +Nova light, but the path is nay clearer +In a glaze, but the truth is still bitter + +Whole my life I've been waiting outside. Outsider +Like a foundling sitting under the door. Who's decided +Who has made this unfair decision? +And who could came up with that fucking vow + +Which is being repeated by any gull +That is flying away from the ocean +To grab some decaying remains of food +That's been sold 20 minutes ago + +By them loyal to unconsious consuption +And by them getting a lot for doing nothing +Running away from the reality in a guff +And being run six feet under in a coffin + +I'm slowly joining a legion of drops of rain +Determined to flow down this dirty pavement into the drain. +Poor bastards falling down from the sky, +We are so similar. You and I. + +But if life is a bath, I'm not that kind of water +Into that you could want to immerse your whole body +That you would expect to envelop you gentle skin +And in which you would like to drop your crystal tears + +Your are Teddy, but I'm a bear +Your are Teddy, but I'm a bear +Your are Teddy, but I'm a bear + +I'm a burden, you are bearer +I'm your face, but you are the mirror +And the whole cycle of nothing going futher +My father told me not to show emotions +Because they are signs of weakness, +And even if I'm weak, nobody should notice. +But I'm more that that +But I'm more that that + +Not alike. You tell the see from the river +Not alive, but not yet passed away either +Nova light, but the path is nay clearer +In a glaze, but the truth is still bitter + + + +Your gut feeling is just indigestion +After swallowing your pride diff --git a/lyrics/allanger/Short_story/Damn_it_was_good.md b/lyrics/allanger/Short_story/Damn_it_was_good.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..83b0e54 --- /dev/null +++ b/lyrics/allanger/Short_story/Damn_it_was_good.md @@ -0,0 +1,39 @@ +# Damn it was good + +``` +My life's not poetry +I lived in no powerty +I did no time, I did no drugs, +No clubs, no fights, no run from cops +No slippery path, no bloody bath +I've got the money, I've got a gaff +But I bought that idea of being broke +You can't suffer if you wanna be worth +If you wanna be worth + +But damn it was good, +And now I'm totally nuts. +I've asked fot so much +And look what I've got +I've been living a life +Like it's been giving for fun +But now I have no real place to stay +And I just hate hate hate hate myself + +when I was asking I couldn't know +That it would be given to me in such a fucked up form +I though suffering is fun +I though tears are sweet +But I didn't think about +Everybody else +How I would look them in the eyes +I did not expect that I could be disgusting +For just being part of something I never +Tryid relating to + + +I looked aroung, it's all lies +I'm surrounded by lies +Lies Lies lies + +```