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# --------------------------------------
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# -- Inventory for local dresup server (itigris)
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# --------------------------------------
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---
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k8s_master:
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hosts:
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10.42.82.100:
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vars:
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node_type: "master"
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ansible_user: "overlord"
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key_path: ~/.ssh/allanger.pub
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ansible_ssh_common_args: '-o "ProxyCommand ssh -o StrictHostKeyChecking=no -o UserKnownHostsFile=/dev/null -W %h:%p 91.232.225.93"'
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k8s_worker:
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hosts:
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10.42.82.110:
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10.42.82.111:
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10.42.82.112:
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vars:
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node_type: "worker"
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ansible_user: "overlord"
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key_path: ~/.ssh/allanger.pub,
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ansible_ssh_common_args: '-o "ProxyCommand ssh -o StrictHostKeyChecking=no -o UserKnownHostsFile=/dev/null -W %h:%p 91.232.225.93"'
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---
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apiVersion: networking.istio.io/v1alpha3
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kind: Gateway
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metadata:
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name: grafana
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namespace: prometheus
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spec:
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selector:
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# Which pods we want to expose as Istio router
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# This label points to the default one installed from file istio-demo.yaml
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istio: ingressgateway
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servers:
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- port:
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number: 80
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name: http
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protocol: HTTP
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# Here we specify which Kubernetes service names
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# we want to serve through this Gateway
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hosts:
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- "*"
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---
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apiVersion: networking.istio.io/v1alpha3
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kind: VirtualService
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metadata:
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name: grafana
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namespace: prometheus
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spec:
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hosts:
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- "*"
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gateways:
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- grafana
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http:
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- match:
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- uri:
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prefix: /
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route:
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- destination:
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host: prometheus-grafana
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port:
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number: 80
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apiVersion: v1
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kind: ConfigMap
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metadata:
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namespace: metallb-system
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name: config
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data:
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config: |
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address-pools:
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- name: default
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protocol: layer2
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addresses:
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- 91.232.225.63-91.232.225.65
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# Can’t forget
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```
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It’s the time I gotta take what’s mine
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I am dreaming ‘bout the places where I will never hide
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Get out of my way cuz I’ve got nothing left
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I am blind I am dumb I am deaf
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I am nothing like an old table in your room
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I know I can’t escape until you want me to
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My life is my right but I’m under control
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I will leave I will rise I will fall
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I’m not me anymore (2X)
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But why still I can’t forget (2X)
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I am always wrong no matter what I’ve done
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Fuck the real purpose I’m just hanging around
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I don’t trust anyone cuz every man is a lier
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It’s kinda magic so set me on fire
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Destroying anything in the name of the lord
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They told me the best weapon is the dirty word
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I was talking a lot but now I understand
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My words can be used against myself
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I’m not me anymore (2X)
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But why still I can’t forget (2X)
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You can’t escape from the grave
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But isn’t it the thing that you craved
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The Freedom with no obligations
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The hope to escape from no win situations
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(2X)
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But why still I can’t forget (4X)
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```
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# Inside of the Plague
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```
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What about me?
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I won’t stay
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(Go away)
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Thinking ‘bout a way
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I won’t pay
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(Go away)
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I wanna lay my head
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And decay
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(Go away)
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I’m fucking yelling
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Cuz I’ve got no voice
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I’ve got no emotions
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I’ve got no choice
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I wanna be
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Enemy of the people
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(Public enemy)
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I wanna be
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Something more than a ripper
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(Public enemy)
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(Public enemy)(2X)
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It doesn’t matter if you’re innocent
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(Go away)
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Was ready to die for this but died for that
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(Go away)
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Wanted to own something you couldn’t get
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(Go away)
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I won’t be sorry
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For being prick
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Cuz I can’t bear
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The way you speak
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I wanna be
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Enemy of the people
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(Public enemy)
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I wanna be
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Something more than a ripper
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(Public enemy)
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I wanna be
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Enemy of the people
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(Public enemy)
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I wanna be
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Something more than a ripper
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Inside of the plague
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Inside of the plague
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Inside of the plague
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Ain’t even darker
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(3X)
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Inside of the plague
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Inside of the plague
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Inside of the plague
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(Damn motherfucker)
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I wanna be
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Enemy of the people
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(Public enemy)
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I wanna be
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Something more than a ripper
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(Public enemy)
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(3X)
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I wanna be
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Enemy of the people
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(Public enemy)
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I wanna be
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Something more than a ripper
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```
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# Kill me now
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```
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The murderers are between us
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They send to prison ones selling drugs
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Can’t feel OK unless I’m home
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There is no place where I can go
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Kill me now
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You’re justified if you’ve got cash
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You’ve got no money - you’re a trash
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I won’t get down on my Fucking knees
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Cuz I don’t care about police
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Kill me now
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Kill me now
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Government is a problem
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Government is a problem
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Government is a problem
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Government is a problem
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Government is a problem
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Government is a problem
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Government is a problem
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Government is a problem
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The murderers are between us
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They send to prison ones selling drugs
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Can’t feel OK unless I’m home
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There is no place where I can go
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Kill me now
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Kill me now
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```
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# No Man Never Lies
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```
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World’s gone wild
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Burn me like I’m heretic
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Judge me cuz I’m innocent
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Blame me cuz I’m alive
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I found a new way
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But I was too late
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Is anybody here
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Who can look in my eyes
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The only truth
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That I could find
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The only way
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That I could choose
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The only one
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Is only you
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It’s fucking thing
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That you should do
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No man never lies (2X)
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I can’t see the reason
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Kids should be scared on the streets
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Why do we need this violence
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Does it really make any sense
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Dumb people trust
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There’s nothing left
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There’s no one here
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There’s no escaping
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Another death
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Another bomb
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Another girl
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Nobody cares
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War’s always elsewhere
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War’s always elsewhere
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# Out of the law
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Man I knew that nobody gave a fuck
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I had to help you out
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I had to tell ‘em all
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That you were just a man going out of law
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Going out of law
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Going out of law
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I could help you but there was always something else
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And I thought that anyway it ain’t gonna make a sense
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I had to wake you up
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I had tell you that
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It couldn’t be a riot
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If none could understand
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Going out of law
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Going out of law
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Man, I saw you trembling with the cold.
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You were smiling from the street you hold
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It was hostile but it was your home
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It was the fucking end
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I saw you lying dead
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I wanna come back to when
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If only I could know
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That it would be so wrong
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I would never let you go
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Going out of law
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# So what
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So what now
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kill kill kill
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So what now
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Now
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Fight! Fight!
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For your life
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Dying with no fear
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Living in a lie
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Fire! Fire!
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Don’t be afraid
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Once you’re dead
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You won’t die again
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We’re all stepping
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Stepping stones
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We’re all stepping
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Stepping stones
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We’re all stepping
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Stepping stones
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Government will dance
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On our bones
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Come on!
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There is no reason to survive
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The propaganda of another life
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The same faces on the screen
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I kill them every time I see
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Subliminally
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So what now
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So what now
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Fight! Fight!
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For your life
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Dying with no fear
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Living in a lie
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Fire! Fire!
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Don’t be afraid
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Once you’re dead
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You won’t die again
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No respect for human life (4X)
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They don’t respect the human life
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They don’t fucking care about our life
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So what now
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# Wasted Time
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It’s up to you no more
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Can’t explain what you’ve done
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With my vision in your head
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You’ll cut them out in the end
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Fucking politics make me sick
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A brand new day - the same old shit
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There’s no future but it’s alright
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We’ve got nowhere to go
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We’ve got nowhere to go
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Someone fucked up
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Building new world
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(It’s a wasted time
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It looks like a fucking joke
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I’ve found a door to life but it’s locked
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I just wanna lose my mind
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When they talking ‘bout my rights
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Ain’t no suffering no one suffers
|
|
||||||
We are ready you won’t stop us
|
|
||||||
You can’t kill what’s not alive
|
|
||||||
Shut the door and say goodbye
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
We’ve got nowhere to go
|
|
||||||
We’ve got nowhere to go
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Someone fucked up
|
|
||||||
Building new world
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
It’s just new world disorder
|
|
||||||
(Meant to raise us but we slowly go down)
|
|
||||||
Fucking scavenger watches us dying
|
|
||||||
(It’s a wasted time
|
|
||||||
It’s a wasted
|
|
||||||
Wasted time)
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
It’s up to you no more
|
|
||||||
Can’t explain what you’ve done
|
|
||||||
With my vision in your head
|
|
||||||
You’ll cut them out in the end
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Fucking politics make me sick
|
|
||||||
A brand new day - the same old shit
|
|
||||||
There’s no future but it’s alright
|
|
||||||
Destination: suicide
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
We’ve got nowhere to go
|
|
||||||
We’ve got nowhere to go
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Someone fucked up
|
|
||||||
Building new world
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
It’s just new world disorder
|
|
||||||
(Meant to raise us but we slowly go down)
|
|
||||||
Fucking scavenger watches us dying
|
|
||||||
(It’s a wasted time
|
|
||||||
It’s a wasted
|
|
||||||
Wasted time)
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
It’ a wasted time
|
|
||||||
(It’s a wasted time)
|
|
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(2X)
|
|
||||||
```
|
|
||||||
@ -1,54 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
# Not Alike
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Not alike. You tell the see from the river
|
|
||||||
Not alive, but not yet passed away either
|
|
||||||
Nova light, but the path is nay clearer
|
|
||||||
In a glaze, but the truth is still bitter
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Whole my life I've been waiting outside. Outsider
|
|
||||||
Like a foundling sitting under the door. Who's decided
|
|
||||||
Who has made this unfair decision?
|
|
||||||
And who could came up with that fucking vow
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Which is being repeated by any gull
|
|
||||||
That is flying away from the ocean
|
|
||||||
To grab some decaying remains of food
|
|
||||||
That's been sold 20 minutes ago
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
By them loyal to unconsious consuption
|
|
||||||
And by them getting a lot for doing nothing
|
|
||||||
Running away from the reality in a guff
|
|
||||||
And being run six feet under in a coffin
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I'm slowly joining a legion of drops of rain
|
|
||||||
Determined to flow down this dirty pavement into the drain.
|
|
||||||
Poor bastards falling down from the sky,
|
|
||||||
We are so similar. You and I.
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
But if life is a bath, I'm not that kind of water
|
|
||||||
Into that you could want to immerse your whole body
|
|
||||||
That you would expect to envelop you gentle skin
|
|
||||||
And in which you would like to drop your crystal tears
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Your are Teddy, but I'm a bear
|
|
||||||
Your are Teddy, but I'm a bear
|
|
||||||
Your are Teddy, but I'm a bear
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I'm a burden, you are bearer
|
|
||||||
I'm your face, but you are the mirror
|
|
||||||
And the whole cycle of nothing going futher
|
|
||||||
My father told me not to show emotions
|
|
||||||
Because they are signs of weakness,
|
|
||||||
And even if I'm weak, nobody should notice.
|
|
||||||
But I'm more that that
|
|
||||||
But I'm more that that
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Not alike. You tell the see from the river
|
|
||||||
Not alive, but not yet passed away either
|
|
||||||
Nova light, but the path is nay clearer
|
|
||||||
In a glaze, but the truth is still bitter
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Your gut feeling is just indigestion
|
|
||||||
After swallowing your pride
|
|
||||||
@ -1,25 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
I'd rather die when my soul dies
|
|
||||||
I'm choosing death
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I cannay inhale it I'm getting a stronger rejection
|
|
||||||
I feel a pain and I know that my lungs can no longer function
|
|
||||||
Who told me I'm different?
|
|
||||||
I'm nay different, I'm just overreacting
|
|
||||||
But Every little things goes hell wrong
|
|
||||||
Every fucking small thing goes hell wrong
|
|
||||||
I'm simple, I see a road so I go
|
|
||||||
I see a mistake so I'm wrong
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I cannay inhale it, I'm getting a stronger rejection,
|
|
||||||
Just outta binge, and straight to depression,
|
|
||||||
Who's saying I'm a victim,
|
|
||||||
I'm not a victim, I'm a hero,
|
|
||||||
What's my superpower,
|
|
||||||
I was trying to be a non-cliche kind
|
|
||||||
But I'm done witt the procrastination
|
|
||||||
Whatta hell is your vision
|
|
||||||
And how is it different to mine?
|
|
||||||
Whatta hell are your reasons
|
|
||||||
And how they are different to mine?
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
@ -1,21 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
I left my condo Saturday morning
|
|
||||||
Coins were clanking in my pocket
|
|
||||||
I bumped on my buddy on the way to the railroad station
|
|
||||||
He was looking like he's escaping from everything he'd had
|
|
||||||
And I asked him where he was going
|
|
||||||
He told me that he didn't know
|
|
||||||
But he just couldn't stay there.
|
|
||||||
In the place where he was always feeling
|
|
||||||
That one day after him they could come
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
How in the world can it be
|
|
||||||
That one can just be born so unlucky
|
|
||||||
That his life is determined from the very beginning
|
|
||||||
And he can look in the eyes of who's blamed for that
|
|
||||||
Only from the sparkling screen
|
|
||||||
Behind the cracked store's windows
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I patted him on the back and started to walk
|
|
||||||
Staring at the ground
|
|
||||||
I knew he was following me with his eyes
|
|
||||||
I knew he was speachl
|
|
||||||
@ -1,22 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
# Come Here And Be Quiet
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Doze
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I'm just floating here cuz I'm feeling so lost
|
|
||||||
Like an every soul that just can't tell the ocean from the coast
|
|
||||||
Now I toast for you and I toast and I toast
|
|
||||||
Doze. Snap. Crack. Oh shit he's overdosed.
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Sitting round the table with a huge peace of cake.
|
|
||||||
Don't look at others eyes cuz looking at my own mistakes
|
|
||||||
Observing where it's going. Not hoping. Not mourning
|
|
||||||
Cuz everything is can change on the saturday morning
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I wasn't born like this.
|
|
||||||
Does every motherfucker really think he's a priest
|
|
||||||
Tell em all! Tell em all that you're king. or you're prince.
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
All I want is just come there and get it.
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
@ -1,89 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
Fucking Dickheads
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I can have
|
|
||||||
I can have
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I can have whatever you think I have
|
|
||||||
Entering a supermarket
|
|
||||||
I can have a knife to stab you in an empty aisle
|
|
||||||
But it would make you miserable
|
|
||||||
So you think, ah fuck it
|
|
||||||
We're better than this, huh?
|
|
||||||
We're all people, after all
|
|
||||||
But pardon me, ain't it always about people
|
|
||||||
When shit goes south.
|
|
||||||
Or you think I'm goon.
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
So what now?
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
So fucking mean, so fucking lame
|
|
||||||
Who can blame you for being so polite or so naive?
|
|
||||||
But I'm telling you, it's a lie
|
|
||||||
We're not better, we're the worst
|
|
||||||
I'd better be a storyteller
|
|
||||||
But this story wants me to be a part of it
|
|
||||||
I'm so lost, I'm so lost
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
So what now?
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
It's not trustworthy
|
|
||||||
And it's not about trust, it's about worthiness
|
|
||||||
I want to be a bookworm
|
|
||||||
But I don't have time for anything I'd want
|
|
||||||
I'm a resource for this freaking time.
|
|
||||||
It's slowly sucking all the energy out of me
|
|
||||||
And turning it into death and suffering
|
|
||||||
For anybody around me
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
So what now?
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I'm a goldmine
|
|
||||||
Stuffed with blood
|
|
||||||
But ain't you the same?
|
|
||||||
Or you don't believe it, luv?
|
|
||||||
I'm just playing, it's not for real, is it?
|
|
||||||
But you're snorting another coke line
|
|
||||||
And your future is instantly turning bright
|
|
||||||
Until the first gulp of beer
|
|
||||||
And then everything is back to normal
|
|
||||||
Everything is normal again.
|
|
||||||
Everything is OK.
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
So what now?
|
|
||||||
Your action?
|
|
||||||
What now?
|
|
||||||
What's next?
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I can have whatever you think I have
|
|
||||||
Entering a supermarket
|
|
||||||
I can have a billion dollars to give you as goodwill gesture
|
|
||||||
But you wouldn't believe it, because deep in our souls
|
|
||||||
We are all greedy fucking assholes
|
|
||||||
And we know that everybody is the same
|
|
||||||
Everybody is the same
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
So what now?
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
We're alive and hence we're not dead
|
|
||||||
But ain't we dead because our hearts are still beating
|
|
||||||
And our lungs still can consume some exhausted air
|
|
||||||
Like straight from the tail-pipe
|
|
||||||
Still fresh, still hot
|
|
||||||
Or because our minds are not clouded
|
|
||||||
I'm mental, and so are you, aren't you?
|
|
||||||
Either now, or later
|
|
||||||
Either now, or later
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
So what now?
|
|
||||||
Your action?
|
|
||||||
What now?
|
|
||||||
What's next?
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I could have whatever you thought I'd have
|
|
||||||
Entering a supermarket
|
|
||||||
But after all I've got my shopping bag and some euros in my wallet
|
|
||||||
To buy some shite because I'm a living exhibit
|
|
||||||
Of freaking unconscious consumption
|
|
||||||
And a victim of advertisement and imposing of interests
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Boring, huh
|
|
||||||
@ -1,84 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
# Evil eye
|
|
||||||
## allanger
|
|
||||||
```
|
|
||||||
I
|
|
||||||
I’ve got an evil eye
|
|
||||||
I’ll say jump
|
|
||||||
And you’ll only say how high
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I
|
|
||||||
I’ve got an evil eye
|
|
||||||
I will look at you
|
|
||||||
And you gonna die
|
|
||||||
You gonna die
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I’ll rape you - that’s love
|
|
||||||
Look at my head - brain’s off
|
|
||||||
Flesh and bones - that’s enough
|
|
||||||
I ain’t gonna let you run
|
|
||||||
Ain’t gonna let you
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
You woke up - there’s no one
|
|
||||||
So alone - such fun
|
|
||||||
On the floor - so numb
|
|
||||||
I ain’t gonna let you run
|
|
||||||
Ain’t gonna let you
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Never mind cuz I have none
|
|
||||||
Always yours - no one
|
|
||||||
Wrong wrong wrong wrong
|
|
||||||
Wrong wrong wrong wrong
|
|
||||||
No No No No No
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I
|
|
||||||
I’ve got an evil eye
|
|
||||||
I’ll say jump
|
|
||||||
And you’ll only say how high
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I
|
|
||||||
I’ve got an evil eye
|
|
||||||
I will look at you
|
|
||||||
And you gonna die
|
|
||||||
You gonna die
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I’m protected by the drugs
|
|
||||||
Got no home? That sucks
|
|
||||||
Wanna be happy? Don’t give a fuck cuz
|
|
||||||
I ain’t gonna let you run
|
|
||||||
Ain’t gonna let you
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Fucking dumb – my way
|
|
||||||
Fucked your life today
|
|
||||||
Sick and tired of me?
|
|
||||||
I ain’t gonna let you run
|
|
||||||
Ain’t gonna let you
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Never mind cuz I have none
|
|
||||||
Always yours - no one
|
|
||||||
Wrong wrong wrong wrong
|
|
||||||
Wrong wrong wrong wrong
|
|
||||||
No No No No No
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I
|
|
||||||
I’ve got an evil eye
|
|
||||||
I’ll say jump
|
|
||||||
And you’ll only say how high
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I
|
|
||||||
I’ve got an evil eye
|
|
||||||
I will look at you
|
|
||||||
And you gonna die
|
|
||||||
You gonna die
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I
|
|
||||||
I’ve got an evil eye
|
|
||||||
I’ll say jump
|
|
||||||
And you’ll only say how high
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I
|
|
||||||
I’ve got an evil eye
|
|
||||||
I will look at you
|
|
||||||
And you gonna die
|
|
||||||
You gonna die
|
|
||||||
```
|
|
||||||
@ -1,48 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
|
|
||||||
If I just had a gun under my pillow
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Hello there, what's up mate?
|
|
||||||
You wouldn't wanna be here, but it's already too late
|
|
||||||
No worries here, just move towards the lights
|
|
||||||
It's all fine, but none gonna be alright.
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
The first thing to learn is how to act
|
|
||||||
If someone knocks in your door, when no one's expected
|
|
||||||
Never keen an eye on them all
|
|
||||||
Never keen an eye on their frauds
|
|
||||||
Always keen your eye on your door
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
You don't will, so your wills will not hurt
|
|
||||||
Nothing's done – nothing's gone in court
|
|
||||||
Not so many ways, the main to go broke
|
|
||||||
With no future, no belief and no hope
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
If I just had a gun under my pillow
|
|
||||||
If I just had a gun under my pillow
|
|
||||||
Wouldn't it be perfect to be sleeping like a canine
|
|
||||||
But here is the weapon only for the killer
|
|
||||||
Self-defensed? You're never gonna feel it.
|
|
||||||
You don't wanna go, but you may have to leave off
|
|
||||||
Doing what you love, what you feel what you believe in
|
|
||||||
Thicker the wall – thicker the wallet
|
|
||||||
Growing so fast, what is even the goal of it
|
|
||||||
If through the windows of your car you only can see a poverty
|
|
||||||
Loyalty, you're made of it. So many loyal people spreading loyal teas
|
|
||||||
Fuck you. You don't deserve to be there
|
|
||||||
The world would be a better place if you downed the man
|
|
||||||
If I just had a gun under my pillow
|
|
||||||
I would be a better me.
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I can never know where to go
|
|
||||||
And what can be made out of it
|
|
||||||
Rolling and rolling
|
|
||||||
Following someone to get the fuck away
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I could've never seen what you saw
|
|
||||||
But still blindly trust in you so
|
|
||||||
After abandoning hope
|
|
||||||
Just to get the fuck away
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
But anyway, that's what I don't know for sure
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
@ -1,6 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
Long halls - short ...
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
The wallpappers are cracking while being tore off the wall
|
|
||||||
Spreading the soft smell of mold that I could've feeled so long ago
|
|
||||||
I'm moving back and forth to find a way to get out
|
|
||||||
I think I'm getting closer to becoming a **nomad**
|
|
||||||
@ -1,29 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
# Building
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
```
|
|
||||||
Brick by brick I was building a temple
|
|
||||||
While you were messing around building up your own temper.
|
|
||||||
I was too damn shortsighted but I never needed to see beyond
|
|
||||||
Acting like in oblivion
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I was shrouded in a fog of nonsense, bullshite, n' lies
|
|
||||||
But I didn't even need to see so why to open my eyes
|
|
||||||
Just putting one brick on another, that's all mate
|
|
||||||
Like I need to be gifted not to screw that
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Injustice, what a ferocious word, innit?
|
|
||||||
I was always so lucky, but didn't stop doubting, for a minute
|
|
||||||
Everything is not going as expected but so be it
|
|
||||||
You just didn't wanna know, but I just couldn't dig it.
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
All I ever wanted. What was it?
|
|
||||||
I could feel it outside, I could feel it outside only
|
|
||||||
But not letting in, constantly resisting with all the power that my guts consist of.
|
|
||||||
Fist fighting against the knife aimed between my ribs.
|
|
||||||
That's followed by a bullet from your rifle.
|
|
||||||
So one win leads to a yet bigger fail. So I'm trying to break the bullet with the handle of the knife.
|
|
||||||
Aye, I know it's pathetic, but I'm your creator, so I expect you to respect me.
|
|
||||||
Respect me despite my rejection of them things I fostered inside you to make myself better
|
|
||||||
You really wanna take it out on me, don't ya?. Chop-chop, Go ahead.
|
|
||||||
Cause you just know that if I lose my shit, I won't be able to answer
|
|
||||||
```
|
|
||||||
@ -1,63 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
# Out of the law
|
|
||||||
## allanger
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
```
|
|
||||||
(verse)
|
|
||||||
Man I saw you lying in the club.
|
|
||||||
Drunk as hell, bitten to a pulp
|
|
||||||
Man I knew that nobody gave a fuck
|
|
||||||
All of them were sure that you're just a fucking rogue
|
|
||||||
I had to help you out
|
|
||||||
I had to tell ‘em all
|
|
||||||
That you were just a man going out of law
|
|
||||||
But I was too scared of things that I had to do
|
|
||||||
Cuz I didn’t want to become someone like you
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
(chorus)
|
|
||||||
Going out of law
|
|
||||||
Going out of law
|
|
||||||
Going out of law
|
|
||||||
With no destination
|
|
||||||
(2X)
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
(verse)
|
|
||||||
Man I saw you sleeping on the stairs
|
|
||||||
With a whiskey bottle filled with a nails
|
|
||||||
I could help you but there was always something else
|
|
||||||
And I thought that anyway it was’t gonna make a sense
|
|
||||||
I had to wake you up
|
|
||||||
I had tell you that
|
|
||||||
It couldn’t be a riot
|
|
||||||
If none could understand
|
|
||||||
Did something brought me down
|
|
||||||
Or was it just a shame
|
|
||||||
To know a name of man
|
|
||||||
Who had lost his name
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
(chorus)
|
|
||||||
Going out of law
|
|
||||||
Going out of law
|
|
||||||
Going out of law
|
|
||||||
With no destination
|
|
||||||
(2X)
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
(verse)
|
|
||||||
Man, I saw you trembling with the cold.
|
|
||||||
You were smiling from the street you hold
|
|
||||||
It was hostile but it was your home
|
|
||||||
Gone forsaken going out of law
|
|
||||||
It was the fucking end
|
|
||||||
I saw you lying dead
|
|
||||||
Now I wanna come back to when
|
|
||||||
You were my best friend
|
|
||||||
If only I could know
|
|
||||||
That it would be so wrong
|
|
||||||
I would never let you go
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
(verse)
|
|
||||||
Going out of law
|
|
||||||
Going out of law
|
|
||||||
Going out of law
|
|
||||||
With no destination
|
|
||||||
(4X)
|
|
||||||
```
|
|
||||||
@ -1,40 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
You could catch a snow flake and throw it like a shuriken
|
|
||||||
To put out the fire in my eyes I'm no more sure you can
|
|
||||||
Stop me I'm putting my full metal jacket on
|
|
||||||
And fly outta the windows like I was never here at home
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Time's no longer a thing, cuz It's over now
|
|
||||||
What's still bothering me, while i'm falling down.
|
|
||||||
Starting to reflect back to find out why I've made it.
|
|
||||||
I'm now a plane with just one wing, and no one's gonna land it
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
The whole city starts to crumble down cuz the earth shakes
|
|
||||||
Seems like all of us are gonna die. Is this world fake?
|
|
||||||
Cuz I'm no more scared to see how my past is dying
|
|
||||||
Maybe I've never succeded no matter ho hard I was trying
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Who can tell me, what it's all about
|
|
||||||
I only know It's all right, cuz I'm no more your dog
|
|
||||||
Nobody warmed me how far it could go
|
|
||||||
Nobody warmed against becoming football
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Just a one of them I used to say. Just a one of them
|
|
||||||
It's all about me now i'm becoming simple man
|
|
||||||
Many things're moving around but nothing moves around me
|
|
||||||
I would like to be the one with who you wanna talk about it
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
It's not a runaway
|
|
||||||
Where are my
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Every step I've made is just a step that I've heard about.
|
|
||||||
I'm so fucking mental that I'm just giving up
|
|
||||||
The only time I've done my best I've spent a day in the jail
|
|
||||||
Like standing for what you believe in's no more than dirt on the trail
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Let's talk about it, about anything that's fucked up
|
|
||||||
Then get drunk and pick a fight in that ugly pub
|
|
||||||
I wished I could've done something great after loosing a faith
|
|
||||||
I used to fear beiung no one but I'no more afraid
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
That's just a shame pain
|
|
||||||
@ -1,83 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
# Wasted Time
|
|
||||||
## allanger
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
```
|
|
||||||
(verse)
|
|
||||||
It’s up to you no more
|
|
||||||
Wanna get that high but got that low
|
|
||||||
Once you realize how much time you've spent
|
|
||||||
You’ll cut it out in the end
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Fucking 'brick by brick' make me sick
|
|
||||||
A brand new day - the same old shit
|
|
||||||
There’s no future now it’s alright
|
|
||||||
Destination: suicide
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
(chorus)
|
|
||||||
I’ve got nowhere to go
|
|
||||||
I’ve got nowhere to go
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
It's crystal clear
|
|
||||||
But I can see no road
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
It’s just new world disorder
|
|
||||||
Meant to raise us but we slowly go down
|
|
||||||
Fucking scavenger watches us dying
|
|
||||||
It’s a wasted time
|
|
||||||
It’s a wasted
|
|
||||||
Wasted time
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
(verse)
|
|
||||||
It looks like a fucking joke
|
|
||||||
I’ve found a door to life but it’s locked
|
|
||||||
I just wanna loose my mind
|
|
||||||
When they talking ‘bout my rights
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Ain’t no suffering no one suffers
|
|
||||||
We are ready you won’t stop us
|
|
||||||
You can’t kill what’s not alive
|
|
||||||
Shut the door and say goodbye
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
(chorus)
|
|
||||||
We’ve got nowhere to go
|
|
||||||
We’ve got nowhere to go
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Someone fucked up
|
|
||||||
Building new world
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
It’s just new world disorder
|
|
||||||
Meant to raise us but we slowly go down
|
|
||||||
Fucking scavenger watches us dying
|
|
||||||
It’s a wasted time
|
|
||||||
It’s a wasted
|
|
||||||
Wasted time
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
(verse)
|
|
||||||
It’s up to you no more
|
|
||||||
Wanna get that high but got that low
|
|
||||||
Once you realize how much time you've spent
|
|
||||||
You’ll cut it out in the end
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Fucking 'brick by brick' make me sick
|
|
||||||
A brand new day - the same old shit
|
|
||||||
There’s no future now it’s alright
|
|
||||||
Destination: suicide
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
(chorus)
|
|
||||||
We’ve got nowhere to go
|
|
||||||
We’ve got nowhere to go
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Someone fucked up
|
|
||||||
Building new world
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
It’s just new world disorder
|
|
||||||
Meant to raise us but we slowly go down
|
|
||||||
Fucking scavenger watches us dying
|
|
||||||
It’s a wasted time
|
|
||||||
It’s a wasted
|
|
||||||
Wasted time
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
It’ a wasted time
|
|
||||||
(It’s a wasted time)
|
|
||||||
(2X)
|
|
||||||
```
|
|
||||||
@ -1,11 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
|
|
||||||
There is no place to hide
|
|
||||||
Show me any sign that it's alright
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I've had enough of breathing heavily under that pressure
|
|
||||||
I've seen enough to tell when you're at the threshold
|
|
||||||
When every one I knew was gone, I forgot the way to my home
|
|
||||||
When everybody told I was so wrong, I've forgotten the place I should've gone
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
@ -1,24 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
```
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
We're here side by side
|
|
||||||
But you've got a slabber flowing down your nape
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
We're here side by side
|
|
||||||
But you've got a slobber flowing down your nape
|
|
||||||
Marching through the valley where all your relatives
|
|
||||||
Are hanged by their necks
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I would like to know what kind of fear you reflect through your eyes
|
|
||||||
I remember you bragging about not giving a fuck, still does it feel nice?
|
|
||||||
Step by step, we're all getting closer to something
|
|
||||||
That nobody knows for sure, and everyone tries divining.
|
|
||||||
Why so reflective now. Buzzkiller or what?
|
|
||||||
I don't mean to bother, but your reflection will matter once you get your knot
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I wanna be needing to know
|
|
||||||
How to use them nasty habbits
|
|
||||||
Like bragging about something
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Mate's bragging bout being in a pen
|
|
||||||
But would it be no acc
|
|
||||||
```
|
|
||||||
@ -1,33 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
How're you doing sir? Oh, that chilly night!
|
|
||||||
The bench reminds you how your lover's died.
|
|
||||||
Is that a new excuse for how you live your life?
|
|
||||||
I only have one question, if you don't mind
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Can you tell me how these kids alright?
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
There is no hurry, I bet your schedule's light
|
|
||||||
I am the only guest, there is nothing inside.
|
|
||||||
I've been told that you're gray, but I'm colorblind
|
|
||||||
The life's so hard, I see these tears in your eyes.
|
|
||||||
It's not a misery, a lack of cigarettes.
|
|
||||||
Cigarette burns on your hands, they make no difference
|
|
||||||
Oh, such a poor boy, you're always treated bad.
|
|
||||||
Is that a child who is so lucky to have you as a dad?
|
|
||||||
Gotcha, gotcha, gotcha, gotcha, it's not your fault
|
|
||||||
You didn't even want him, but an abortion you couldn't afford
|
|
||||||
Or maybe it's too cruel to take someone's life?
|
|
||||||
Of course, it's better to see how on the street he dies
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
You're not a broken heart, you're a broken soul
|
|
||||||
Even not a human being, just a fucking soak
|
|
||||||
Trying to blame everybody for your suffering
|
|
||||||
But the only one to listen yto you, is you son
|
|
||||||
I mean, not because he understands, no way
|
|
||||||
He's just to fucking young to have something else to say
|
|
||||||
Brutal nature, nothing more, the food chain
|
|
||||||
You're telling that you love him, but you're a fucking crook, lame.
|
|
||||||
Nobody, not even the rain
|
|
||||||
Is shedding tears over you, ain't it insane?
|
|
||||||
It won't take any longer, don't bother bout your time
|
|
||||||
I only have one question, if you don't mind
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
@ -1,12 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
I can't turn back unless I'm a driver
|
|
||||||
The dor is locked but I'm fine, though
|
|
||||||
Hey boy you don't have to cry now
|
|
||||||
Hey boy you don't have to cry now
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Have a gun and go and go and go and go
|
|
||||||
Never look back and go and go and go and go
|
|
||||||
Have a gun and go and go and go and go
|
|
||||||
Just never mind and go and go and go and go
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Feel free to get
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
@ -1,22 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
I'm tired of being scared
|
|
||||||
I'm no more wanna be afraid
|
|
||||||
I'm tired of being scared
|
|
||||||
I'm no more wanna be afraid
|
|
||||||
I'm tired of being scared
|
|
||||||
I'm no more wanna be afraid
|
|
||||||
I'm tired of being scared
|
|
||||||
I'm tired of being scared
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I'm tired of being scared
|
|
||||||
I'm no more wanna be afraid
|
|
||||||
How to dive deeper in the brain
|
|
||||||
And find a reason to escape
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
When you're surrouned by predators
|
|
||||||
You are or a leader or a victim
|
|
||||||
Just close your eyes and start to howl
|
|
||||||
And hope you're the one they gonna listen to
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
@ -1,57 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
You could catch a snow flake and throw it like a shuriken
|
|
||||||
To put out the fire in my eyes I'm no more sure you can
|
|
||||||
Stop me I'm putting my full metal jacket on
|
|
||||||
And fly outta the windows like I was never here at home
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Time is no longer a thing, cuz It's over now
|
|
||||||
What still bothering me, while if falling down.
|
|
||||||
Starting to reflect back to find out why I've made it.
|
|
||||||
I'm now a plane with just one wind, and no one's gonna land it
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
The whole city starts to crumble down cuz the earth shakes
|
|
||||||
Seems like all of us are gonna die is this world fake
|
|
||||||
Cuz I'm no more scared to see how my past is dying
|
|
||||||
Maybe I didn't succeed no matter ho hard i was trying
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Now I don't feel that it's a big deal
|
|
||||||
Now I don't feel that it matters
|
|
||||||
I remebmer that will to live that I've had
|
|
||||||
While trying destroying the patterns
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
That I've taken while being a kid
|
|
||||||
Looking at the people around
|
|
||||||
I thought they were willing to guide me
|
|
||||||
Thru my life but god, i was so wrong
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I know you're dancing on the roof
|
|
||||||
The dance to make it rain
|
|
||||||
But all i can dive into now
|
|
||||||
Are just shame and pain
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
That
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
It's all me, it's all mine, all yourn. What it's all about
|
|
||||||
It's all right, cuz I'm no more your dog
|
|
||||||
Nobody warmed me how far it could go
|
|
||||||
Nobody warmed against becoming football
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Just a one of them I used to say. Just a one of them
|
|
||||||
It's all about me now i'm bevoming simple man
|
|
||||||
Many things moving around but non moving around be
|
|
||||||
I would like to be the with who you wanna tolk about it
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Let's talk about it, about anything that's fucked up
|
|
||||||
Let's get drunk and pick a fight in that irish pub
|
|
||||||
Let me be your servant cuz there is no place to fall
|
|
||||||
My letters used to feed your serpant but I still got something more
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Than just a shame pain
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
It's not a runaway
|
|
||||||
Where are my
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Every step I've made is just a step that I've heard about.
|
|
||||||
I'm so fucking mental that I'm just giving up
|
|
||||||
The only time I've done my best I've spent a day in the jail
|
|
||||||
@ -1,53 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
# Phantom Limb
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Look at this, my head came off
|
|
||||||
And got jettisoned from this fucking ark.
|
|
||||||
Who's gonna be my plus one now?
|
|
||||||
Who's gonna be my plus one now?
|
|
||||||
Who's gonna be my plus one?
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Why you're all so fucking anxious?
|
|
||||||
I've been told they ran out of options.
|
|
||||||
I am tired of trying to find any reason
|
|
||||||
For existing of this fucking non-sense
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
We would send your boy back like a package, mam
|
|
||||||
But his body got suddenly scavenged
|
|
||||||
Don't lose heart anyway you can have one more
|
|
||||||
Even if :wq
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Sending the boys back like packages,
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I don't give a fuck about coming home no more
|
|
||||||
:
|
|
||||||
I'm owing lots but not to medics
|
|
||||||
My stubbornness is that pathetic
|
|
||||||
Scraping off the trace of getting
|
|
||||||
What I can no more explain.
|
|
||||||
It's like you're coming late
|
|
||||||
But you still want a batter place
|
|
||||||
Mate. You just need to spread you power
|
|
||||||
To the face. To the face.
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Skagging yourselves up the night
|
|
||||||
Don't wanna look back, nothing's behind.
|
|
||||||
The past's like a phantom limb
|
|
||||||
And who'll be around to get it grinded
|
|
||||||
Warmed, and tickleing our veins
|
|
||||||
It hurts, it hurts, alright.
|
|
||||||
Abandon self-pity everyone
|
|
||||||
Who enters here.
|
|
||||||
No one's frightened Anymore
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
He's shaggin' off. Staggering home.
|
|
||||||
Wondering what happend to his
|
|
||||||
Abillity to dull the pain
|
|
||||||
With alcohol.
|
|
||||||
He's throwing flames at what he's ever grown
|
|
||||||
But the moments too cold so the fire withdraws
|
|
||||||
Holding hands up under the fire alarm
|
|
||||||
And with the fucking code red the boy's left alone
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
@ -1,39 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
# Damn it was good
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
```
|
|
||||||
My life's not poetry
|
|
||||||
I lived in no powerty
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I did no time, I did no drugs,
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No clubs, no fights, no run from cops
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No slippery path, no bloody bath
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I've got the money, I've got a gaff
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But I bought that idea of being broke
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You can't suffer if you wanna be worth
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If you wanna be worth
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But damn it was good,
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And now I'm totally nuts.
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I've asked fot so much
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And look what I've got
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I've been living a life
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Like it's been giving for fun
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But now I have no real place to stay
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And I just hate hate hate hate myself
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when I was asking I couldn't know
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That it would be given to me in such a fucked up form
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I though suffering is fun
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I though tears are sweet
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But I didn't think about
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Everybody else
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How I would look them in the eyes
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I did not expect that I could be disgusting
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For just being part of something I never
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I looked aroung, it's all lies
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I'm surrounded by lies
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Lies Lies lies
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# Scar
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# Shotgun Shag
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I'm leaning on the fog
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While it's slowly surrounding me.
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I hear the dog growling in the dark,
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And I'm not driving here. (and I'm not driving here)
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The vulture's sitting on the rooftop and hungry staring at the future of mine.
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Bloodcurdling he shrieks, from time to time,
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It's getting absolutely hollow outside.
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(It's getting absolutely hollow outside)
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When the fog circle is getting closed
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Leaving me with the only option. To pass through the house
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The little shotgun shack at the world's end
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The whole neighborhood is dead
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I don't even need to break-in
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The wooden door swings creaking
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And sometimes reveals the key
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To what's inside, awaiting me
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Millions of fleshless hands
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Trying to grab me from behind
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And once I've given up on struggling
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|
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Someone is pushing me so tight
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It's so familiar touch that makes me stop looking around
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The seen is getting too subfusc and I'm left to succumb
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It’s better outside
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It’s better outside
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It’s better outside
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It’s better out side
|
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Please pull me back
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Someone pull me back
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Someone put me back
|
|
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Where I dindn’t have to
|
|
||||||
Yell yell yell yell
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|
||||||
Just to to break through
|
|
||||||
Swell swell swell swelling death bloom
|
|
||||||
Recognize me no more
|
|
||||||
I’ve fleed
|
|
||||||
At least I’ve tried
|
|
||||||
Something’s pulling me
|
|
||||||
Something’s pulling me
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|
||||||
Something’s pulling me
|
|
||||||
Something’s pulling me
|
|
||||||
Someones’s pushing me
|
|
||||||
I am so tired
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Every step is sagging when I'm putting my weight on it
|
|
||||||
And the little cloud of dust is escorting the creaking sound.
|
|
||||||
Suddenly my eye got caught by a rotten peace of wood
|
|
||||||
That used to be a handmade railing, I remember how I would
|
|
||||||
Slide down while no one could see me cause it was already staggering
|
|
||||||
But I couldn't veil that fact when the little woden bugger
|
|
||||||
Landed right between my hand and me. I don't remember
|
|
||||||
What was more scary to admit that I broke a hand or railing
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
But I was such a gambler and I put all chips on the desk
|
|
||||||
And since then I couldn't tell the barber's pole from my ass
|
|
||||||
Burden was all on my breast, and I just wanted to get it past
|
|
||||||
With this kind of baggage how you'd have nothing to confess
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Dear God. Why you've abandoned me, I'm not that much of sinner
|
|
||||||
I just fucking hate my pickneys and I wanna kill em
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
A deep crunching noise is being emitted by the shards
|
|
||||||
From a broken transom window. So the escape route's left behind
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
It’s better outside
|
|
||||||
It’s better outside
|
|
||||||
It’s better outside
|
|
||||||
It’s better out side
|
|
||||||
Please pull me back
|
|
||||||
Someone pull me back
|
|
||||||
Someone put me back
|
|
||||||
Where I dindn’t have to
|
|
||||||
Yell yell yell yell
|
|
||||||
Just to to break through
|
|
||||||
Swell swell swell swelling death bloom
|
|
||||||
Recognize me no more
|
|
||||||
I’ve fleed
|
|
||||||
At least I’ve tried
|
|
||||||
Something’s pulling me
|
|
||||||
Something’s pulling me
|
|
||||||
Something’s pulling me
|
|
||||||
Something’s pulling me
|
|
||||||
Someones’s pushing me
|
|
||||||
I am so tired
|
|
||||||
@ -1,3 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
# Silver Grenade
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Do you wanna see you kid getting
|
|
||||||
@ -1,48 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
# Wrong Shoes
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Here comes the phase when
|
|
||||||
You don't wanna see my face
|
|
||||||
Beaten down, disgrace.
|
|
||||||
Not ashamed. That's nice
|
|
||||||
I'm so close to start telling my whole story
|
|
||||||
Even knowing that no one will ever really listen to it
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Holy shit, I don't know where to start and what to say
|
|
||||||
I fell like billions of eyes are now starting all at me
|
|
||||||
All at once. But those belong to them dead.
|
|
||||||
Am I still alive? What the fuck is wrong with it?
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
I'm just keep going. But with every step I'm getting closer to them
|
|
||||||
To whom? I'm not sure, I fell like everyday I am getting closer to death
|
|
||||||
I'm loosing my consciousness, I'm falling down and hitting my head
|
|
||||||
But even now the only thing I can think of is how can a man get away with that
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
If nothing can be changed, I'm afraid to die in them wrong shoes
|
|
||||||
In them wrong shoes, in them wrong shoes.
|
|
||||||
I'll better walk barefoot that going out again in them wrong shoes
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Here comes the phase when
|
|
||||||
I don't wanna have a face
|
|
||||||
Because it's showing too much of that
|
|
||||||
I don't want you to realize
|
|
||||||
How can you bloody know
|
|
||||||
What is the best way to run
|
|
||||||
Away
|
|
||||||
What is the best way to end
|
|
||||||
A day
|
|
||||||
When all you've got is a
|
|
||||||
Memory
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Do me in and wipe me out
|
|
||||||
Cut my veins and suck my blood
|
|
||||||
Turn my flesh into the art
|
|
||||||
Of tearing inseparable apart
|
|
||||||
Off you go with all you know
|
|
||||||
At least in hell, leave me alone
|
|
||||||
I ain't got much strength to grow,
|
|
||||||
So I was pushed fore I fall
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
@ -1,4 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
How was it?
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
Chop-chop.
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
76
todo.md
76
todo.md
@ -1,76 +0,0 @@
|
|||||||
# Further
|
|
||||||
- [ ] MEDIUM: Cleanup GitHub
|
|
||||||
- [ ] LONG: Start using helm secrets
|
|
||||||
- [ ] LONG: Finish the third part of the Psycho song
|
|
||||||
- [ ] LONG: Remove Allanger artist from CD Baby
|
|
||||||
- [ ] MEDIUM: Release "Let Me Kill"
|
|
||||||
- [ ] LONG: Mix the **Entering a** song
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
# 04.23.2022
|
|
||||||
- [ ] MEDIUM: Fix rust-gitlab MR
|
|
||||||
- [ ] MEDIUM: Configure MIDI
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
# 04.20.2022
|
|
||||||
- [x] MEDIUM: Think about criterias for release ratings
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
# 04.18.2022
|
|
||||||
- [x] MEDIUM: Add firewall rules to Hetzner
|
|
||||||
- [x] MEDIUM: Break gum sync enhancement into several smaller tasks
|
|
||||||
- [ ] MEDIUM: Think about getting rid of Beatstars
|
|
||||||
- [X] FAST: Backup Minecraft server to the Hetzner Minio instance
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
# 04.17.2022
|
|
||||||
- [ ] MEDIUM: Pass 2-3 units from German book
|
|
||||||
- [ ] MEDIUM: Read the book
|
|
||||||
- [x] MEDIUM: Finish Shotgun Shag lyrics
|
|
||||||
- [x] MEDIUM: Clean up the notes repo
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
# 04.13.202
|
|
||||||
- [ ] MEDIUM: Find out about a tax declaration
|
|
||||||
- [ ] MEDIUM: Find out about a condo unregistration
|
|
||||||
- [x] FAST: Ask Denis about resources for searching for condos
|
|
||||||
- [x] MEDIUM: Deploy Minio to Hetzner cluster
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
---
|
|
||||||
# 04.10.2022
|
|
||||||
- [x] MEDIUM: Start learning German
|
|
||||||
- [x] LONG: Household chores
|
|
||||||
- [x] MEDIUM: Cleanup Firefox
|
|
||||||
- [x] MEDIUM: Cleanup Bitwarden
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
# 04.09.2022
|
|
||||||
- [x] LONG: Finish rust-gitlab MR
|
|
||||||
- [x] LONG: Create a helm chart repo and publish all charts there
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
# 04.08.2022
|
|
||||||
- [x] LONG: Move all Ansible roles to one repo
|
|
||||||
- [x] MEDIUM: Try to create an automatic backup for Minecraft (to the same cluster Minio installation)
|
|
||||||
- [x] MEDIUM: Start to work on ZSH completions for GUM
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
# 04.07.2022
|
|
||||||
- [x] LONG: Init Badhouseplants project
|
|
||||||
- [x] LONG: Update SSH key everywhere
|
|
||||||
- Add to auth_keys
|
|
||||||
- [x] Github
|
|
||||||
- [x] Gitlab
|
|
||||||
- [x] Etersoft Gunther
|
|
||||||
- [x] Hetzner host
|
|
||||||
- Update on my machines
|
|
||||||
- [x] Windows
|
|
||||||
- [x] Arch
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
# 04.06.2022
|
|
||||||
- [x] FAST: Create a virtual Vivid Money card
|
|
||||||
- [x] FAST: Switch all the PayPal subscriptions to the virtual card | Waiting until my bank account is unblocked
|
|
||||||
- [x] Splice
|
|
||||||
- [x] FAST: Add a 2-fa to GitHub
|
|
||||||
- [x] FAST: Move Reddit to Zohomail
|
|
||||||
- [x] LONG: Finish this [PR](https://github.com/allanger/gitlab-user-manager/pull/32)
|
|
||||||
- [x] LONG: Discuss BadHouseplants site design | Maybe later
|
|
||||||
- [x] FAST: Switch Vivid to the German phone number
|
|
||||||
- [x] MEDIUM: Fix Vivid account after number change
|
|
||||||
- [x] FAST: Move GitLab to Zohomail
|
|
||||||
- [x] Move Linkedin to zohomail
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
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Reference in New Issue
Block a user