Some new songs

deezer_motivation.md

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+Hi! 
+So I've sent one application already yesterday, but I think that my message to Hiring Manager was pretty lame. 
+I'm often confused about what to write because usually I'm being asked to do that for companies that develop something that I don't really care about and hence I don't know what to say.
+But Deezer is very different from those, so I've decided to apply one more time, just to share my thoughts in a better way.
+
+So again, why do I want to join Deezer? 
+
+- It's a music streaming platform that is works perfectly. (At least it did, currently I'm not a user, but the aftertaste is still perfect). And taking under the consideration the amount of users, I think that it require a pretty good infrastructure setup. And it always sounds interesting because I think that there might a be a lot of frankly challenging tasks that I would be happy to be working on.
+- Also, after working in a very professional environment for some time, I appreciate a good team. But I've only started to understand what a good team is after working in very unprofessional one. And I believe that in such company as Deezer it wouldn't be possible to have unprofessional team, because then I'm not sure how the project would be able to survive such workloads.
+- It's a music streaming platform and as a musician myself I want to work on something that is important to me as well as interesting. And I want to be inspired by my job and I want to feel that I'm doing something important everyday. 
+- This job is on-site in France, that sounds awesome, and after living in Germany for some time, I've got some thoughts about moving to France.
+- Despite using Spotify, I believe that Deezer is better.
+
+I've been very lucky with teams before. And I used to think that it's always about the same level of expertise when it comes to Devops/SRE/Infrastructure, but turned out, no. And now I'm willing to get back to that trail. I'm used to having mature conversations and planning, and making informed decisions. I'm used to non-toxic environment where anybody has an ability to speak and to be heard. And again, I can't believe that it's possible to build such platform without having conditions like that.
+

lyrics/XXC/Not_Alike.md

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+# Not Alike
+
+Not alike. You tell the see from the river
+Not alive, but not yet passed away either
+Nova light, but the path is nay clearer
+In a glaze, but the truth is still bitter
+
+Whole my life I've been waiting outside. Outsider
+Like a foundling sitting under the door. Who's decided
+Who has made this unfair decision?
+And who could came up with that fucking vow
+
+Which is being repeated by any gull
+That is flying away from the ocean
+To grab some decaying remains of food 
+That's been sold 20 minutes ago
+
+By them loyal to unconsious consuption
+And by them getting a lot for doing nothing
+Running away from the reality in a guff
+And being run six feet under in a coffin
+
+I'm slowly joining a legion of drops of rain
+Determined to flow down this dirty pavement into the drain.
+Poor bastards falling down from the sky,
+We are so similar. You and I.
+
+But if life is a bath, I'm not that kind of water
+Into that you could want to immerse your whole body
+That you would expect to envelop you gentle skin
+And in which you would like to drop your crystal tears
+
+Your are Teddy, but I'm a bear
+Your are Teddy, but I'm a bear
+Your are Teddy, but I'm a bear
+
+I'm a burden, you are bearer
+I'm your face, but you are the mirror
+And the whole cycle of nothing going futher
+My father told me not to show emotions
+Because they are signs of weakness, 
+And even if I'm weak, nobody should notice.
+But I'm more that that
+But I'm more that that
+
+Not alike. You tell the see from the river
+Not alive, but not yet passed away either
+Nova light, but the path is nay clearer
+In a glaze, but the truth is still bitter
+
+
+
+Your gut feeling is just indigestion
+After swallowing your pride

lyrics/allanger/Short_story/Damn_it_was_good.md

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+# Damn it was good
+
+```
+My life's not poetry
+I lived in no powerty
+I did no time, I did no drugs, 
+No clubs, no fights, no run from cops
+No slippery path,  no bloody bath
+I've got the money, I've got a gaff
+But I bought that idea of being broke
+You can't suffer if you wanna be worth
+If you wanna be worth
+
+But damn it was good, 
+And now I'm totally nuts.
+I've asked fot so much 
+And look what I've got 
+I've been living a life
+Like it's been giving for fun 
+But now I have no real place to stay 
+And I just hate hate hate hate myself
+
+when I was asking I couldn't know 
+That it would be given to me in such a fucked up form
+I though suffering is fun 
+I though tears are sweet
+But I didn't think about 
+Everybody else
+How I would look them in the eyes
+I did not expect that I could be disgusting
+For just being part of something I never 
+Tryid relating to
+
+
+I looked aroung, it's all lies
+I'm surrounded by lies
+Lies Lies lies  
+
+```