notes/lyrics/allanger-lyrics/Idols/Building.md
Nikolai Rodionov 771db16a7b WIP
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Building

Brick by brick I was building a temple
While you were messing around building up your own temper.
I was too damn shortsighted but I never needed to see beyond
Acting like in oblivion

I was shrouded in a fog of nonsense, bullshite, n' lies 
But I didn't even need to see so why to open my eyes 
Just putting one brick on another, that's all mate
Like I need to be gifted not to screw that

Injustice, what a ferocious word, innit?
I was always so lucky, but didn't stop doubting, for a minute
Everything is not going as expected but so be it
You just didn't wanna know, but I just couldn't dig it.

All I ever wanted. What was it? 
I could feel it outside, I could feel it outside only
But not letting in, constantly resisting with all the power that my guts consist of.
Fist fighting against the knife aimed between my ribs.
That's followed by a bullet from your rifle. 
So one win leads to a yet bigger fail. So I'm trying to break the bullet with the handle of the knife.
Aye, I know it's pathetic, but I'm your creator, so I expect you to respect me. 
Respect me despite my rejection of them things I fostered inside you to make myself better 
You really wanna take it out on me, don't ya?. Chop-chop, Go ahead.
Cause you just know that if I lose my shit, I won't be able to answer