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# Not Alike
Not alike. You tell the see from the river
Not alive, but not yet passed away either
Nova light, but the path is nay clearer
In a glaze, but the truth is still bitter
Whole my life I've been waiting outside. Outsider
Like a foundling sitting under the door. Who's decided
Who has made this unfair decision?
And who could came up with that fucking vow
Which is being repeated by any gull
That is flying away from the ocean
To grab some decaying remains of food
That's been sold 20 minutes ago
By them loyal to unconsious consuption
And by them getting a lot for doing nothing
Running away from the reality in a guff
And being run six feet under in a coffin
I'm slowly joining a legion of drops of rain
Determined to flow down this dirty pavement into the drain.
Poor bastards falling down from the sky,
We are so similar. You and I.
But if life is a bath, I'm not that kind of water
Into that you could want to immerse your whole body
That you would expect to envelop you gentle skin
And in which you would like to drop your crystal tears
Your are Teddy, but I'm a bear
Your are Teddy, but I'm a bear
Your are Teddy, but I'm a bear
I'm a burden, you are bearer
I'm your face, but you are the mirror
And the whole cycle of nothing going futher
My father told me not to show emotions
Because they are signs of weakness,
And even if I'm weak, nobody should notice.
But I'm more that that
But I'm more that that
Not alike. You tell the see from the river
Not alive, but not yet passed away either
Nova light, but the path is nay clearer
In a glaze, but the truth is still bitter
Your gut feeling is just indigestion
After swallowing your pride

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# Damn it was good
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My life's not poetry
I lived in no powerty
I did no time, I did no drugs,
No clubs, no fights, no run from cops
No slippery path, no bloody bath
I've got the money, I've got a gaff
But I bought that idea of being broke
You can't suffer if you wanna be worth
If you wanna be worth
But damn it was good,
And now I'm totally nuts.
I've asked fot so much
And look what I've got
I've been living a life
Like it's been giving for fun
But now I have no real place to stay
And I just hate hate hate hate myself
when I was asking I couldn't know
That it would be given to me in such a fucked up form
I though suffering is fun
I though tears are sweet
But I didn't think about
Everybody else
How I would look them in the eyes
I did not expect that I could be disgusting
For just being part of something I never
Tryid relating to
I looked aroung, it's all lies
I'm surrounded by lies
Lies Lies lies
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